saucey | 六十八; 「accidental video post」

[The feed starts and shows Sasuke at an upward angle from the waist up. It's raining with a mixture of snow, and judging from the lack of duckbutt Sasuke's been out in this weather for quite a while. His cheeks and nose are red, but there's other discoloration on Sasuke's visible cheek - the right. It seems to be bruised somewhat.

Nothing can really be seen of his surroundings except the darkening gray sky, but if you track his coordinates or chakra you would be able to tell he's at the lake, just...staring at nothing.

He's dressed somewhat appropriate for the weather with the jacket Al had given him and a scarf he had managed to find amongst the mess in his room earlier this month. Off screen he's still wearing his ninja sandals, and his toes most likely match the color of his nose, too.

But he doesn't seem to care. Or even notice that his PCD is recording. Again.

The feed goes on in silence before it's broken by a sneeze from Sasuke. He reaches up with an ungloved hand to rub at his nose, and it's at that moment where he realizes...his nose is numb.]

...Right.

[He glances around for a moment before noticing his PCD on the ground close by. He doesn't have any reaction to it recording as he bends down to pick it up. In fact, his eyes are off completely.

The feed ends as he pockets the device.]

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I'm already selfish enough.

[Really. He bugs Itachi for attention, and had to insist on Halloween even though he's never bothered with frivolous things before. Itachi training him is enough.]

How much is too selfish?

[Roxas has no idea, and the question will seem strange. He shrugs lightly, as if to dispel any oddness.]

I've heard that wanting to exist is too selfish. But I don't think it is. And neither is wanting to spend time with someone you care about. If Axel were here... [And they somehow get over their issues. Somehow.] I'd be really pissed if he ignored me.

If it's how you feel, is it wrong? I don't think so. You should tell him.

...

[He's afraid of being pushed aside again, even though the same excuses Itachi used before are null here. But he's always been afraid of not being wanted or needed. It's just part of his abandonment complex.]

[Roxas has his own issues where this is concerned. He'd been abandoned by Xion and Axel both in different ways. And he really doesn't want to see someone else go through it. Especially not someone younger than him.

The Nobody sighs, and puts a hand on the kid's shoulder.]

....

[Sasuke jumped slightly at the weight on his shoulder, having not expected it. He shifted slightly to glance over at Roxas before returning his gaze back to the lake once more. He really had nothing else to say. He couldn't think straight.]

... Wanna go back?

[Roxas leaves his hand on Sasuke's shoulder for awhile before it slides off. He can't just leave the kid alone. And he won't.]

...Sure. Hitsugaya's waiting.

[He can't help but shudder despite the fact that he was numb.]

Huh. Okay then.

[It must be nice to have a friend here. Or someone close to you, anyway. Something in his chest aches, as he thinks of Axel and Xion. He almost winces, but merely gazes impassively at Sasuke.]

Let's go.

[Wishing he could use the Darkness right now. Really. He sets off walking, at a pace the kid can easily keep up to.]

I don't mind if you stay too.

[Anything to help ease his loneliness. He thinks he's alienated others from him, with asking Kakashi for the training he had held off on.

But he nods, and turns to leave, still holding the blanket tight against his body.]

Huh?

[Hadn't been expecting that. He doesn't socialize. Somebodies aren't his forte. He blinks, and then shrugs.]

Sure.

[Keeps on walking.]

Mm. Good.

六十八; 「accidental video post」

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