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Entry tags:
- !public: accidental,
- + video,
- ;event,
- ;event: affected,
- abandonment issues coming back,
- am blind,
- dammit cats :|,
- dammit stop leaving me guys,
- he's doing more harm than good,
- i hate my pcd,
- i hate you animus,
- little help here,
- little help here k,
- making it worse,
- need heeeeelp,
- stuck at the clinic,
- trying to keep damage to minimum here,
- uchiha itachi,
- uh i can't move,
- where's nii-san?,
- ✉ alphonse elric,
- ✉ hitsugaya toushirou,
- ✉ hyuuga neji,
- ✉ inugami kotarou,
- ✉ kevin ryman,
- ✉ roy mustang,
- ✉ unohana retsu,
- ✉ uzumaki naruto,
- ✉ yakushi kabuto
四十六; 「accidental video post」
[The feed clicks on and Sasuke can be seen trying to climb out of bed. He's got Mouko and Pumpkin on him, and he's obviously in pain trying to get out of bed. He's ignoring it, though, brushing the cats aside and missing both.]C'mon, guys, lemme get up and look for nii-san...
[He touches down on the floor the same instant the cats leap down from the bed. He carefully pushes off of the bed and tries to walk, only... to trip over Mouko and fall to the hard floor. On his right side. Good job Sauce!]
Ow...
[Mouko gives a mewl while Pumpkin sits innocently not far away. Shadow's off sleeping by Naruto, sleep-chewing his hair.
The feed times out as Sasuke's picking himself up.]
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[Sasuke glances up as his shoulder's grasped, white eyes focusing on the presence he feels in front of him. He must look like a mess, with his eyes watering and red.]
Just take me home, please...
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Get on then.
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[Sasuke reaches out before awkwardly climbing onto Hitsugaya's back. He can't help but think back to the heatwave that they had had rather recently, when he was the one carrying Hitsugaya on his back.
He wraps his arms around the shinigami firmly, giving a light squeeze to signal that he was ready.
His PCD lay forgotten on the floor.]
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With the shinobi on his back, he leans so that his right side is slightly higher than his left and supports Uchiha with his left arm as he hops up on a window sill and leaps out of the clinic to avoid being stalled by anyone else staying there before he could even get going.
He leaves the PCD where it is, not having noticed it. It isn't as if he has the hands to carry it anyway.]
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Why did it even have to happen again? Why Itachi? Why...
Sasuke could feel his throat tighten and dry as they moved further and further away from the clinic. Dammit, he couldn't cry again, no matter how much he just wanted to break down. It wouldn't break Itachi back would accomplish nothing.]
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He just...he just had to make sure Itachi was really gone. He just had to...]
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Just stay still. You contacted Hyuuga, so he must be expecting you. You'll be fine.
[With that, he moved to leave. He didn't really want to be caught here, hence why he was still hiding his reiatsu..]
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He...wanted Hitsugaya to stay, but he didn't voice it. He didn't doubt that seeing him in this state...disgusted the shinigami.
Instead, he just nodded, lowering his head enough to keep his face from view.]
... Thank you.
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Yes, Uchiha's condition made him uncomfortable, but it hand nothing to do with disgust. It just wasn't right, seeing him like that, and he felt he was intruding where he didn't belong.
He nodded in reply, though Uchiha couldn't see it.]
Of course.
[With that, he set free a burst of reiatsu to alert those inside and took off, confident Uchiha would be taken care of.]
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With a sigh he bent down to examine him.]
...Sasuke? [A query meant to confirm consciousness, and gentle prodding] Did something happen?
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[Sasuke lifted his head slightly at the sound of Neji's voice. He hardly looked like he was supposed to be out of the clinic at all, with what he's done with himself mentally. Nauseousness does not help, either.]
Can you... take me to my room, please?
[His voice was a little shaky, and softer, yet still firm. When he made his request, he sat up fully. He's been crying a little bit.]
I have to...make sure he's really gone.
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You need to rest, Sasuke.
[Gently pulling him forward, he lifted Sasuke up in his arms and stood, remaining still a moment to adjust to the new weight. Inside, he nudged Sasuke's door open and set him down on his bed, lingering nearby if he intended to manually search the room for Itachi.]
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[And almost as soon as he was set down on his own bed, Sasuke was trying to get back on his feet to look for his brother. His hands groped around for his nightstand, using it for support as he felt around.
Soft mews from the cat beds signaled to him that the cats made it home safely. He'll have to both thank and apologize to Naruto later.
First came Itachi. Where the fuck was he? He just...had to be hiding his chakra. He had to.]
Nii-san...
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...He's not here, Sasuke. It's odd that he left you at the clinic suddenly, but it doesn't necessarily mean he's disappeared altogether. I can continue to search for him while you rest, if you'd prefer.
For right now, attempt to relax.
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Don't need rest. 'M fine.
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You cannot search on your own in this condition, Sasuke. However, you have perfectly capable allies that can. Don't push yourself needlessly or you'll return to the clinic just as quickly.
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[Sasuke practically snapped as he spun around, slapping Neji's hand off of him. He glared, although it was ineffective with his blindness.
But the desperation was obvious. His voice shook with it. He was teetering on the edge of either simply snapping - much like he did when Kakashi was killed - or completely mentally breaking down.
Treading dangerous waters, Hyuuga. Watch your step.]
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Neji frowned, brows furrowing, considering the young Uchiha in front of him, different words to say, actions to take.]
...Sasuke. [Tone gentle and not assertive in his usual authority, playing passive in an effort not to push Sasuke any further.] How would you begin looking for Itachi?
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... I don't know. Just...have to.
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Where would you look then, if you could?
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