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uchiha itachi is gone
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- !public: general,
- + text,
- abandonment issues coming back,
- actually missing people,
- bad timing is bad,
- dammit stop leaving me guys,
- i hate you animus,
- pretending i'm okay,
- uchiha itachi,
- ✉ aang,
- ✉ hitsugaya toushirou,
- ✉ hyuuga hinata,
- ✉ momiji sohma,
- ✉ riku,
- ✉ ukitake jyuushirou,
- ✉ uzumaki naruto,
- ✉ vincent valentine
百三十七; 「accidental video 」
May. 31st, 2011 11:31 am[Oh, look, it came on again. Sasuke's outside, beating rocks into smaller rocks. You know, to use for his home made training weights. It's easier to take out his frustration with everything this way than going out to do something stupid. Though, his knuckles are bleeding as he does this, so it might as well be considered a little stupid too.
He's got two piles. One of useable, small rocks, and a second of...dirt and rocks that didn't make the cut. Rocks he took things out on too much.
When the feed finally shows Sasuke's face, one can see, well. His face. He's exhausted. Tired. He's been doing this for a while, but that's not the cause of it. He hasn't slept much since Zuko was killed. Didn't want to chance the nightmares.
With another loud crunch, and another small cloud of dust flying, Sasuke lets out a curse.]
Out of rocks.
He's got two piles. One of useable, small rocks, and a second of...dirt and rocks that didn't make the cut. Rocks he took things out on too much.
When the feed finally shows Sasuke's face, one can see, well. His face. He's exhausted. Tired. He's been doing this for a while, but that's not the cause of it. He hasn't slept much since Zuko was killed. Didn't want to chance the nightmares.
With another loud crunch, and another small cloud of dust flying, Sasuke lets out a curse.]
Out of rocks.
Tags:
- !public: accidental,
- !public: general,
- + video,
- abandonment issues coming back,
- actually missing people,
- can't handle this right now,
- dammit stop leaving me guys,
- doing this the healthy way?,
- has a weird way of handling shit,
- he's doing more harm than good,
- not so much better really,
- zuko you're a dumbass,
- ✉ aang,
- ✉ fran,
- ✉ hinamori momo,
- ✉ hino rei,
- ✉ hitsugaya toushirou,
- ✉ horst cabal,
- ✉ matsumoto rangiku,
- ✉ negi springfield,
- ✉ riku,
- ✉ uzumaki naruto
百三十二; 「accidental voice 」
Mar. 15th, 2011 02:17 am[It's frantic — panicked and soft, and quick and in denial. A little crazed, and breathless. Exhausted.
It's something you'd never expect to hear out of Sasuke, really. But maybe so, considering how much he hung around a certain group of people.
It might as well be a little disturbing nonetheless.]
I'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorry—
[A choked sob, a forced intake of air—]
I'mnotanakumai'mnotanakumai'mnotanakumai'mnotanakumai'mnotanakumai'mnotanakumai'mnotanakumai'mnotanakumai'mnotanakumai'mnotanaku—
[End feed.]
It's something you'd never expect to hear out of Sasuke, really. But maybe so, considering how much he hung around a certain group of people.
It might as well be a little disturbing nonetheless.]
I'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorry—
[A choked sob, a forced intake of air—]
I'mnotanakumai'mnotanakumai'mnotanakumai'mnotanakumai'mnotanakumai'mnotanakumai'mnotanakumai'mnotanakumai'mnotanakumai'mnotanaku—
[End feed.]
Tags:
- !public: accidental,
- !public: general,
- + voice,
- ;plot,
- abandonment issues coming back,
- adstring is a bunch of sick fucks,
- assistance plz,
- bad luck is bad,
- bad timing is bad,
- can't handle this right now,
- freaking out!!,
- i hate my pcd,
- knock the dumbass out plzkthx,
- mindfuckery is common in uchihas,
- my head's still screwed up,
- not gonna recover from this one,
- not sleeping again,
- panic attack,
- pills give me them,
- sdkl;jflsdjf,
- sleep? what's that?,
- something i don't wanna see again,
- vague post is vague,
- y u do dis?,
- ✉ allen walker,
- ✉ cloud strife,
- ✉ edward elric,
- ✉ gaigun kukai jr./albedo piaz,
- ✉ haruno sakura,
- ✉ hino rei,
- ✉ hitsugaya toushirou,
- ✉ horst cabal,
- ✉ hyuuga hinata,
- ✉ lance,
- ✉ raven,
- ✉ tommy shepherd,
- ✉ tsukino usagi,
- ✉ twilight sparkle,
- ✉ tyki mikk,
- ✉ uchiha izuna,
- ✉ unohana retsu,
- ✉ uzumaki naruto,
- ✉ vincent valentine,
- ✉ zack fair,
- ✉ zuko
Did I end up having a really good dream or was Kakashi actually here?
Tags:
- !public: general,
- + text,
- ...well fuck,
- abandonment issues coming back,
- actually missing people,
- bad luck is bad,
- dammit stop leaving me guys,
- hatake kakashi,
- i hate you animus,
- just fu adstring,
- pretending i'm okay,
- srsly bad timing...siriusly,
- ✉ horst cabal,
- ✉ unohana retsu,
- ✉ uzumaki naruto,
- ✉ zuko
Y'know, when someone asks if you're still alive, you generally pipe up if you're breathing.
The joke's not funny, guys.
The joke's not funny, guys.
Tags:
- !public: general,
- + text,
- abandonment issues coming back,
- awkward tiems is a-go,
- dammit stop leaving me guys,
- has a weird way of handling shit,
- just a little paranoid,
- paranoia strikes silently,
- shinigami are better :(,
- so who's not dead yet,
- this is why he left konoha,
- totes not amused here,
- wanting to make things better,
- ✉ haruno sakura,
- ✉ hyuuga hinata,
- ✉ kurotsuchi mayuri,
- ✉ mitarashi anko,
- ✉ unohana retsu,
- ✉ zuko
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百八; 「accidental video」
Aug. 10th, 2010 08:22 pm[When the feed starts again, Sasuke's sitting up in bed, shaking just a little. It looks like, during his late evening nap, he became another one of Rhode's victims. Vicious thing, that nightmare. There's nothing worse, in Sasuke's mind, than Itachi taking away his happiness for a second time.
And that's exactly what he had seen: Uchiha Itachi brutally murdering Alphonse Elric, Zuko, his teammates, and his boyfriend--Hitsugaya Toushirou.
Toushirou.
That thought snapped him out of his daze and he immediately began to frantically look around.]
Toushirou?! Toushirou!
[Not here. Sasuke scrambles out of bed - a little clumsily thanks to the giant wings he's got this week - and starts his search through the rest of the house. He he leaves the room the feed times out.]
And that's exactly what he had seen: Uchiha Itachi brutally murdering Alphonse Elric, Zuko, his teammates, and his boyfriend--Hitsugaya Toushirou.
Toushirou.
That thought snapped him out of his daze and he immediately began to frantically look around.]
Toushirou?! Toushirou!
[Not here. Sasuke scrambles out of bed - a little clumsily thanks to the giant wings he's got this week - and starts his search through the rest of the house. He he leaves the room the feed times out.]
Tags:
- !public: accidental,
- + video,
- ;event,
- ;event: affected,
- ;plot,
- abandonment issues coming back,
- adstring is a bunch of sick fucks,
- brb flailing,
- don't want the fugly hand-wings,
- freaking out!!,
- goddamn massacre,
- i hate my pcd,
- just a little paranoid,
- panic attack,
- sdkl;jflsdjf,
- we're all a little needy,
- y u do dis?,
- ✉ hinamori momo,
- ✉ hitsugaya toushirou,
- ✉ hyuuga hinata,
- ✉ uchiha izuna,
- ✉ unohana retsu,
- ✉ winry rockbell,
- ✉ yuca collabell,
- ✉ zuko
Tags:
- !public: filtered,
- + text,
- abandonment issues coming back,
- aniki's stupid and got himself sick,
- awkward tiems is a-go,
- can't handle this right now,
- get over it hitsu,
- hates not being wanted,
- itachi make me worry,
- just a little paranoid,
- just fu all :/,
- need stress relief,
- sleep? what's that?,
- taking care of aniki,
- this is starting to get a little tiring,
- trying to be nice,
- trying to do something good really,
- uchiha itachi,
- uchiha madara,
- ✉ hyuuga neji,
- ✉ rock lee,
- ✉ tenten
九十二; 「accidental voice//may 02」
May. 1st, 2010 03:17 pm[Sasuke drops his PCD as he's running from room to room to room at Hitsugaya's place. Doors shut and open in quick succession as it's clear that Sasuke's looking for something, or rather, someone. Well, someone is frantically searching, anyway.
When he finally speaks, his voice shakes with a hint of panic.]
Gone... Where... Where are my...
They can't be...
When he finally speaks, his voice shakes with a hint of panic.]
Gone... Where... Where are my...
They can't be...
Tags:
- !public: accidental,
- *future-dated,
- + voice,
- ;event,
- abandonment issues coming back,
- actually missing people,
- can't handle this right now,
- dammit stop leaving me guys,
- freaking out!!,
- give me answers,
- goddamn massacre,
- i hate you animus,
- just a little homesick,
- just a little lonely,
- just fu adstring,
- keep the chibichiha from doing something,
- mama ;-;,
- missing the parents,
- not in the mood for this,
- not so much better really,
- panic attack,
- sdkl;jflsdjf,
- taunting is not funny animus,
- totes not amused here,
- y u do dis?,
- ✉ alphonse elric,
- ✉ ciel phantomhive,
- ✉ fletcher trigham,
- ✉ haruno sakura,
- ✉ hitsugaya toushirou,
- ✉ matsumoto rangiku,
- ✉ unohana retsu,
- ✉ vincent valentine
八十八; 「accidental video」
Apr. 13th, 2010 12:01 pm[When the feed starts, Sasuke's bandaged back can be seen as he's rummaging through his closet for something. More like a specific shirt. Mouko wanders in while he's doing this, letting out a soft 'mew' before scurrying under Sasuke's outstretched arms and into the closet.]
Oi! Mouko, get out of there! I have to wash those!
[He lets out an exasperated sigh as he sits back on his heels, just staring at the mess he made.]
Where the hell is that--
[He stops when he spots something out of the corner of his eye and leans back into the closet to pull it out. An orange hoodie.]
... Where the hell are you, dumbass...
Oi! Mouko, get out of there! I have to wash those!
[He lets out an exasperated sigh as he sits back on his heels, just staring at the mess he made.]
Where the hell is that--
[He stops when he spots something out of the corner of his eye and leans back into the closet to pull it out. An orange hoodie.]
... Where the hell are you, dumbass...
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If this is really happening, then I need to see some of you. Expect a visit.
Tags:
- !public: general,
- + text,
- ...well fuck,
- ;event,
- ;event: affected,
- abandonment issues coming back,
- am not amused,
- awkward tiems is a-go,
- blaming the next dark event on kamui,
- brb flailing,
- brb flailing forever,
- brb throwing a fit,
- can't handle this right now,
- do not fucking want,
- do not want,
- freaking out!!,
- goddamn massacre,
- he's cheesy,
- hiding shit from everyone,
- i don't want to kill aniki anymore,
- i hate you animus,
- i'd rather have the tattoo than pedo,
- just a little paranoid,
- just fu adstring,
- mindfuck is a go,
- motherfuslkjdhflkjsdfhdf,
- not gonna recover from this one,
- panic attack,
- sdkl;jflsdjf,
- srsly bad timing...siriusly,
- taunting is not funny animus,
- thinkin' about shit,
- this is gonna be one fucked up week,
- totes not amused here,
- uh...wut,
- vague post is vague,
- we're all a little needy,
- wtf is this shit,
- y u do dis?,
- ✉ alfons heiderich,
- ✉ alphonse elric,
- ✉ dr. doom,
- ✉ haruno sakura,
- ✉ hatake kakashi,
- ✉ hitsugaya toushirou,
- ✉ mitarashi anko,
- ✉ roxas,
- ✉ tenten,
- ✉ uchiha itachi,
- ✉ uchiha izuna,
- ✉ unohana retsu,
- ✉ uzumaki naruto,
- ✉ winry rockbell
六十七; 「voice」
Nov. 26th, 2009 08:34 pm[His voice is hard, and sharp. It doesn't sound as if he's leaving room for argument.]
Kakashi.
That training.
Kakashi.
That training.
Tags:
- !public: general,
- + voice,
- ...well fuck,
- abandonment issues coming back,
- am not amused,
- dammit stop leaving me guys,
- dammit stop taking my bff away,
- hiding shit from everyone,
- i hate you animus,
- i will follow through with this,
- just a little lonely,
- just fu adstring,
- kakashi is better than oro,
- motherfuslkjdhflkjsdfhdf,
- not gonna recover from this one,
- not tellin' you stuff,
- pretending i'm okay,
- sdkl;jflsdjf,
- training tiems,
- vague post is vague,
- wtf is this shit,
- y u do dis?,
- ✉ alphonse elric,
- ✉ haruno sakura,
- ✉ hatake kakashi,
- ✉ hitsugaya toushirou,
- ✉ tsunade,
- ✉ uchiha itachi,
- ✉ uchiha izuna,
- ✉ vincent valentine
( [private to itachi//unhackable] )
( [private to hitsugaya//unhackable] )
( [private to kakashi//unhackable] )
( [private to madara//unhackable] )
Don't bother me unless you need me. Make the meals yourselves.
( [private to hitsugaya//unhackable] )
( [private to kakashi//unhackable] )
( [private to madara//unhackable] )
Don't bother me unless you need me. Make the meals yourselves.
Tags:
- !public: filtered,
- !public: general,
- + voice,
- abandonment issues coming back,
- adstring is a bunch of sick fucks,
- brb disappearing,
- brb hiding forever,
- can't handle this right now,
- do not disturb,
- goddamn massacre,
- hatake kakashi,
- hiding shit from everyone,
- i hate you animus,
- itachi make me worry,
- just a little homesick,
- just a little lonely,
- just fu adstring,
- just need some alone tiemz,
- lemme alone,
- locking self away,
- mindfuckery is common in uchihas,
- missing the parents,
- my head's still screwed up,
- needy otouto is needy,
- not talking to anyone,
- not tellin' you stuff,
- pretending i'm okay,
- thinkin' about shit,
- uchiha itachi,
- uchiha madara,
- vague post is vague,
- ✉ hatake kakashi,
- ✉ hitsugaya toushirou,
- ✉ roxas,
- ✉ tsunade,
- ✉ uchiha izuna,
- ✉ uzumaki naruto
四十六; 「accidental video post」
Sep. 7th, 2009 01:24 am
[The feed clicks on and Sasuke can be seen trying to climb out of bed. He's got Mouko and Pumpkin on him, and he's obviously in pain trying to get out of bed. He's ignoring it, though, brushing the cats aside and missing both.]C'mon, guys, lemme get up and look for nii-san...
[He touches down on the floor the same instant the cats leap down from the bed. He carefully pushes off of the bed and tries to walk, only... to trip over Mouko and fall to the hard floor. On his right side. Good job Sauce!]
Ow...
[Mouko gives a mewl while Pumpkin sits innocently not far away. Shadow's off sleeping by Naruto, sleep-chewing his hair.
The feed times out as Sasuke's picking himself up.]
Tags:
- !public: accidental,
- + video,
- ;event,
- ;event: affected,
- abandonment issues coming back,
- am blind,
- dammit cats :|,
- dammit stop leaving me guys,
- he's doing more harm than good,
- i hate my pcd,
- i hate you animus,
- little help here,
- little help here k,
- making it worse,
- need heeeeelp,
- stuck at the clinic,
- trying to keep damage to minimum here,
- uchiha itachi,
- uh i can't move,
- where's nii-san?,
- ✉ alphonse elric,
- ✉ hitsugaya toushirou,
- ✉ hyuuga neji,
- ✉ inugami kotarou,
- ✉ kevin ryman,
- ✉ roy mustang,
- ✉ unohana retsu,
- ✉ uzumaki naruto,
- ✉ yakushi kabuto