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Entry tags:
- !public: accidental,
- + video,
- afraid he's pushing you away,
- brb disappearing,
- can't handle this right now,
- don't climb into windows at night,
- he's doing more harm than good,
- hiding shit from everyone,
- i hate my pcd,
- i'm gonna be nagged for this,
- making it worse,
- not so done spamming you afterall,
- not talking to anyone,
- not tellin' you stuff,
- out brooding in the cold,
- paranoia strikes silently,
- sibling abuse,
- thinkin' about shit,
- totally got my ass kicked,
- wtf is up with my damn family!?,
- ✉ ciel phantomhive,
- ✉ hitsugaya toushirou,
- ✉ jiraiya,
- ✉ mitarashi anko,
- ✉ roxas,
- ✉ toph bei fong,
- ✉ unohana retsu,
- ✉ vincent valentine
六十八; 「accidental video post」
[The feed starts and shows Sasuke at an upward angle from the waist up. It's raining with a mixture of snow, and judging from the lack of duckbutt Sasuke's been out in this weather for quite a while. His cheeks and nose are red, but there's other discoloration on Sasuke's visible cheek - the right. It seems to be bruised somewhat.
Nothing can really be seen of his surroundings except the darkening gray sky, but if you track his coordinates or chakra you would be able to tell he's at the lake, just...staring at nothing.
He's dressed somewhat appropriate for the weather with the jacket Al had given him and a scarf he had managed to find amongst the mess in his room earlier this month. Off screen he's still wearing his ninja sandals, and his toes most likely match the color of his nose, too.
But he doesn't seem to care. Or even notice that his PCD is recording. Again.
The feed goes on in silence before it's broken by a sneeze from Sasuke. He reaches up with an ungloved hand to rub at his nose, and it's at that moment where he realizes...his nose is numb.]
...Right.
[He glances around for a moment before noticing his PCD on the ground close by. He doesn't have any reaction to it recording as he bends down to pick it up. In fact, his eyes are off completely.
The feed ends as he pockets the device.]
Nothing can really be seen of his surroundings except the darkening gray sky, but if you track his coordinates or chakra you would be able to tell he's at the lake, just...staring at nothing.
He's dressed somewhat appropriate for the weather with the jacket Al had given him and a scarf he had managed to find amongst the mess in his room earlier this month. Off screen he's still wearing his ninja sandals, and his toes most likely match the color of his nose, too.
But he doesn't seem to care. Or even notice that his PCD is recording. Again.
The feed goes on in silence before it's broken by a sneeze from Sasuke. He reaches up with an ungloved hand to rub at his nose, and it's at that moment where he realizes...his nose is numb.]
...Right.
[He glances around for a moment before noticing his PCD on the ground close by. He doesn't have any reaction to it recording as he bends down to pick it up. In fact, his eyes are off completely.
The feed ends as he pockets the device.]
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Given him some twenty odd minutes and he's out there, and handing Sasuke the blanket.]
You should put that on.
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...Thanks.
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[He stares out at the lake, and removes his hood.]
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It's funny how even in another world, everything can remind you of them, huh?
[Then he falls silent, trying to forget. That part of his life while recent is one he'd much rather pretend never happened.]
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[He smiles, briefly. There's no mirth to it.]
Even here. She liked the water.
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Xion.
[Most days, that's all he can remember about her; her name, she liked shells, and she's gone. Sometimes he can picture a blue-eyed girl smiling at him, but that's only on a rare good day.]
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Kinda.]
I'm...sorry.
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[He'd come out here for both reasons really. Riku chafes at his nerves. Somehow Roxas knows the bastard had something to do with her death. But he manages to swallow that anger for now as he turns to Sasuke.]
I'm sorry about your friend.
[And after a beat of silence.]
And that your brother doesn't pay much attention to you.
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Suddenly, it feels like it had gotten at least ten degrees colder out here.]
I'm used to it.
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He sighs, and shakes his head.]
Shouldn't have to be.
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It's one thing if they're on missions or gone all the time. Another if they're stuck here too and don't bother with you.
[Hey, he'd be pretty pissed if Axel were here and never bothered with him, no matter how rocky things are.]
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[Really. He bugs Itachi for attention, and had to insist on Halloween even though he's never bothered with frivolous things before. Itachi training him is enough.]
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[Roxas has no idea, and the question will seem strange. He shrugs lightly, as if to dispel any oddness.]
I've heard that wanting to exist is too selfish. But I don't think it is. And neither is wanting to spend time with someone you care about. If Axel were here... [And they somehow get over their issues. Somehow.] I'd be really pissed if he ignored me.
If it's how you feel, is it wrong? I don't think so. You should tell him.
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[He's afraid of being pushed aside again, even though the same excuses Itachi used before are null here. But he's always been afraid of not being wanted or needed. It's just part of his abandonment complex.]
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The Nobody sighs, and puts a hand on the kid's shoulder.]
....
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[Roxas leaves his hand on Sasuke's shoulder for awhile before it slides off. He can't just leave the kid alone. And he won't.]
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[He can't help but shudder despite the fact that he was numb.]
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