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[It's frantic — panicked and soft, and quick and in denial. A little crazed, and breathless. Exhausted.

It's something you'd never expect to hear out of Sasuke, really. But maybe so, considering how much he hung around a certain group of people.

It might as well be a little disturbing nonetheless.]

I'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorry—

[A choked sob, a forced intake of air—]

I'mnotanakumai'mnotanakumai'mnotanakumai'mnotanakumai'mnotanakumai'mnotanakumai'mnotanakumai'mnotanakumai'mnotanakumai'mnotanaku—

[End feed.]

Current Mood: cynical

[When the feed starts again, Sasuke's sitting up in bed, shaking just a little. It looks like, during his late evening nap, he became another one of Rhode's victims. Vicious thing, that nightmare. There's nothing worse, in Sasuke's mind, than Itachi taking away his happiness for a second time.

And that's exactly what he had seen: Uchiha Itachi brutally murdering Alphonse Elric, Zuko, his teammates, and his boyfriend--Hitsugaya Toushirou.

Toushirou.

That thought snapped him out of his daze and he immediately began to frantically look around.]

Toushirou?! Toushirou!

[Not here. Sasuke scrambles out of bed - a little clumsily thanks to the giant wings he's got this week - and starts his search through the rest of the house. He he leaves the room the feed times out.]

Current Mood: scared

[Sasuke drops his PCD as he's running from room to room to room at Hitsugaya's place. Doors shut and open in quick succession as it's clear that Sasuke's looking for something, or rather, someone. Well, someone is frantically searching, anyway.

When he finally speaks, his voice shakes with a hint of panic.]

Gone... Where... Where are my...

They can't be...

Current Mood: panicked

If this is really happening, then I need to see some of you. Expect a visit.

Current Mood: scared
Current Location: [blocked]

[The feed turns on at the bump of the desk. What can immediately be seen is Sasuke's open closet on the other side of the room, near his bed. It's unusually empty. What else can be seen is a complete mess. The room's been torn apart looking for something.

Sasuke is kneeling down on his hands and knees, checking in the back of the closet for something. After a couple of minutes, he comes back out, looking somewhat panicked. He grabs the backpack sitting in front of the closet doors and zips it open, pouring out its contents.

Nothing.]

That's not... Where the hell did they go?

[He tosses the bag aside without a care. Unfortunately, the bag is thrown toward the desk, knocking the PCD out.]

Current Mood: worried

[The PCD flicks on as Sasuke sets it down on his desk, and it looks like he did it on purpose. Only Sasuke's middle can be seen, and he's reaching out to grab something off of his desk. It appears to be a small booklet, and he opens it to flip through.

After about a minute or so, his hold on it slackens, allowing it to fall forward onto the desk and land, with the first half of these pages showing, upside down as that's how the booklet landed. It's now the only thing the PCD shows.

The feed shuts off after a thud can be heard in the background.]

Current Mood: shocked

[The feed clicks on, again, and Sasuke can be seen standing in his bathroom a ways off. The PCD seems to be a ways away.

Sasuke's about to take a shower, as indicated by the change of clothes and towel on the sink's counter. But he stops when he moves to take off his shirt, spotting the snake tattoo on his side. He deadly still, just...staring at the mark for several minutes before muttering something that can't be picked up by the PCD.

The feed shuts off, but not before capturing Sasuke sinking down to his knees.]

Current Mood: shocked

[The feed clicks on, and the general view is of Sasuke’s room in Unohana’s clinic. Itachi can be seen sitting at Sasuke’s bedside, and by the looks of it, Sasuke’s having a nightmare. This continues for some time before Sasuke’s eyes snap open, and he screams.

He’s visibly shaking, and Itachi immediately gets up to tend to his brother. He’s covered in cold sweat and shaking his head vigorously. There’s something different about Sasuke, if you look closely.

It’s his eyes. They’re white, instead of ebony. It takes a little bit before Sasuke realizes something is wrong, too.]

I-I… I can’t see…

Nii-san…? W-Where are you…? I can’t…

Can’t see... Scared...

[His breathing quickens, and he’s on the verge of having a panic attack.

The feed times out.]

[[ Sasuke's death can be found here.]]

Current Mood: scared

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Entries tagged with panic attack

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